Wee bit emotional today

I’m a wee bit emotional. I know this beautiful time is coming to an end, and realistically, I should not be having another baby at 42 or 44 years old. So this is it. And we’d have two, a daughter, a son, a family that fits us. Oh, but this is SO wonderful. I must take many moments today to just simply relish in this child in my womb. I’m watching babywearing instructional DVDs, buying nursing patterns, thinking about maternity leave and relishing the joy that is this time. But it’s a little bittersweet. Last time I thought it might have to be the end, but in my heart, I knew I’d have another. This time? my heart tells me this should be the last. But I’m not closing the door! (silly, silly girl). My family is now home from their jaunt to get milk and eggs, so I’ve got to go.

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